Though I owe nothing, this is my pledge to the world.

From here on out, I shall attempt, or vow, to purge all the bad I possess in order to make good of what I have left.

Not even because good will lead to good (as is so obvious by now), but because change is what is needed. Running around a revolving door doesn't lead anywhere. Likewise, perpetual cycles of bad lifestyle habits, mentalities, people should not be tolerated.

Seriously... NO MORE ALCOHOL...*
                                               


















*Terms and conditions may apply**
**Just no Vodka, fuck Vodka, fuck Russians.

Kk so I figured I'm not a strong writer, so simply.

How to really lose friends and alienate people?

• Make friends
• Find partners, hobbies, jobs, etc

OR

• Piss said friends off
• Ignore them

Tada. Fuckers.

How much longer will this go on for...?

我不知道我做错了什么,
但我知道你不关心我了.


有时我真的很Q伤心..


张学友说，只有你不知道，
但即使你知道，你会做些什么？


很Q烦..

Funny how I need appointments and others just rock up to the show.

Or maybe I just don't do that, because I wouldn't want people to cancel plans for no fucking reason at all except that I turned up uninvited.

Can't say I don't want to spend the rest of my life like it was about 12 hours ago, but I got my wish and I'll keep my end of the bargain to not pester it anymore.

The verdict is that it doesn't help, but it isn't so bad, considering it can't get much worse to begin with. It's just like delaying the inevitable, when reality comes it'll come, but later, for now I could be happy and what's wrong with that?