Funny how I need appointments and others just rock up to the show.

Or maybe I just don't do that, because I wouldn't want people to cancel plans for no fucking reason at all except that I turned up uninvited.

Can't say I don't want to spend the rest of my life like it was about 12 hours ago, but I got my wish and I'll keep my end of the bargain to not pester it anymore.

The verdict is that it doesn't help, but it isn't so bad, considering it can't get much worse to begin with. It's just like delaying the inevitable, when reality comes it'll come, but later, for now I could be happy and what's wrong with that?